After the sudden announcement of her graduation from AKB48, Maeda Atsuko took to her blog while in Hong Kong on March 27th. The blog entry was titled �Feelings� and she expressed her feelings regarding her upcoming graduation.
Check out the translation of her entry below.
Good morning everyone
I�m in Hong Kong right now
These days sure are going by fast
I�ve been thinking about a lot of things and my report to all of you is coming a bit late
I, Maeda Atsuko, will be graduating from AKB48
I announced it at Saitama Super Arena the day before yesterday
Even though I came to that conclusion, I was full of anxiety up until that very moment
At the Saitama Super Arena everyone was having fun, singing and dancing and all of the members were really shining
The fans in the audience had nothing but smiles on their faces
I really thought it would be great to continue as it is.
But, during the encore when we were singing our songs, I saw the guest seating full of penlights and I really felt happy.
So, I have to go out on my own now and I wanted to properly announce it to everyone.
And
Then I said to Takamina (Takahashi Minami) who was right next to me, that "I am going to announce it."
With those few words, it was the beginning for me to start running (towards my dreams)
I have been given so many chances, that I need to be the one to take the first step
Because if I don�t those behind me won�t be able to continue after me
Hearing everyone support me after my announcement at Saitama Super Arena, well that was the warmest moment of my life
It made me realize that I was not making a wrong�decision.
Of course I can also hear people saying, �don�t quit!�
And that made me feel really happy
The members have been shedding tears for me and have genuinely been concerned for me
I am so so happy that I am able to feel all of this love
The members will always, always be my friends, no matter what happens
So, I want to be able to give the members proper and reliable advice in the future
I still can�t sort the thoughts out in my head
Regardless
�AKB� is the best
Akimoto-san
Thank you so so much for warmly watching over me despite my selfishness, my extreme selfishness
You�ve looked out for me ever since I was 14 years old
If Akimoto-san wasn�t there, I wouldn�t be where I am today
Please let me continue to have conversations about various things with you in the future
Fans
I�ve been reading a ton of your comments
Thank you guys for giving me your support
Please continue to look after me in the future
I love my fans and everyone around me.
Source: Maeda Atsuko's Official Blog
Picture: Sanspo
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